I will sorely miss you.

Dear Tribhuvanatha prabhu
Please accept my humble obeisances.
I wipe the tears away as I write this. I will sorely miss you.
Its hard to realize that I will not get a chance to see you again in this lifetime. I hope and pray that you will be kind to give me your mercy. Perhaps you will come back to preach to me again. Although for years I was denied the opportunity of your asocaition very much. I would always look forward to, relish, and be uplifted by your presence. To me you have always been the greatest inspiration. It is difficult to swallow that Krsna has taken you away. We so sorely need living examples of devotion. Preachers at heart.
"He reasons ill that tell that vaisnavas die whilst though art living still in sound. A vaisnava dies to live and living tries to spread the Holy name around." Wherever you are prabhu, I fall in the dust of your feet and bathe my existence in that dust. Please remember me, as I will you always. O you who are so dear - to Srila Prabhupada. So dear to anyone who was fortunate to ever meet you. The main reason I came to England just recently was to have your association, if only for a short while. Thank you for being you. I can never repay my debt to you. I pray that I may fall in the dust of your lotus feet and be surcharged with a total dedication to preach fearlessly in the spirit which you always displayed.
I beg for the opportujnity to serve you again
Your servant Janananda das

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